A FOSTER mum sobbed as she admitted shaking the baby she was hoping to adopt to death before lying about it.
Laura Castle, 38, initially claim 12-month-old Leiland-James Corkill accidentally fell off a sofa at her home in Barrow-in-Furness, Cumbria.
But medics treating the youngster in hospital after the incident in January 2021 raised the alarm when they found catastrophic head injuries that did not match her account.
Castle, however, continued to maintain Leiland-James’ death was a tragic accident for more than a year – until last week when she admitted his manslaughter on the eve of her trial at Preston Crown Court.
She is on trial accused of murder while husband Scott Castle is charged with causing or allowing the death of a child and child cruelty.
Jurors were told Castle has pleaded guilty to manslaughter but does not accept she intended to cause him really serious harm or kill him.
Leiland-James was a “looked-after child” who was taken into care at birth before he was approved by authorities to live with Castle and her husband, Scott, 35, from August 2020.
The court heard how Castle was struggling within days of the placement and that text messages to her husband were later uncovered in which she referred to the baby as a “proper n*b head”, a “fat s**t” and a “top t*at”.
Giving evidence on Tuesday, Castle told jurors that Leiland-James was “screaming” after breakfast on the morning of January 6 last year.
She told her barrister, David McLachlan QC: “I shook my beautiful boy. I just wanted him to stop crying.”
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Mr McLachlan asked: “How many times did you shake him?”
Castle replied: “I don’t know.”
Mr McLachlan went on: “How much force did you use to shake him?”
The defendant said: “I don’t know but I would say a lot.”
She explained Leiland-James hit his head on the back of the arm of the sofa and fell off her knee to the floor.
Castle said: “I picked him up. I just couldn’t take the crying. I don’t know who that person is and then it’s like I realised what had happened and I thought he was winded.
“I picked him up and his hands were like stiff, then he went floppy. He was like gasping and I just though he was winded.”
In tears, Castle accepted she had killed Leiland-James.
Mr McLachlan asked: “What went through your mind when you shook the life out of Leiland-James?”
‘LOST MY MIND’
Castle said: “Please stop crying, please stop crying. I just wanted it stop.”
She said at the time she told her husband the youngster had fallen off the sofa, but did not tell him about the shaking.
Mr McLachlan said: “Why didn’t you tell the people trying their best to save Leiland-James’s life what had happened?”
Castle said: “I don’t have an excuse. I just panicked. I was just terrified of the consequences of my actions and ashamed.”
Her barrister said: “And police officers in interview gave you every opportunity to tell the truth?”
The defendant said: “Yes they did. I told the truth but I didn’t tell everything like I should have done.”
She admitted she had not also given a full account in her prepared defence statement ahead of the trial.
Castle said: “I found it so hard to admit that your child has died because of your actions, and I can’t take that back.”
Mr McLachlan asked: “When you shook Leiland-James, what did you intend Mrs Castle?
She replied: “I didn’t have any intention. I just lost my mind.”
Laura Castle denies murder and child cruelty. Scott Castle denies causing or allowing the death of Leiland-James and also child cruelty.
The trial continues on Wednesday.
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